Murdering hopeMurdering hopeMurdering hope
It's like ever since I met yew This feeling wouldn't go away And everything I wrote to yew Was another wrong thing to say
I tried to be the perfect one That yew would love true I wasted so much time on dreams Just to be with you
I'm done changing, hating myself I am who I am I'm sorry that it's not enough For you to give a damn
I gave everything I could Can't say I didn't try Continious ran back to you Just to watch beauty die
I thought it was my fault The reason you kept leaving N
ImbalanceWhen the world becomes too even, When everything is at ease My mind becomes the enemy As it sets this awful sceneImbalance
From the moment I began I knew normalcy wouldn't follow For one living in imbalance Feels no where past tomorrow
From blind red searing Spewing words of hate While the small voice behind Screams for a sedate
To uncontrollable bouts of tears When you know just what he meant Still you cry as if he kills When you give up all consent
These are the lows of life When it all drops past the floor You neve
To overcome....The scene is set In my pessitmistic mind A break-up so tragic With heartbreak left behindTo overcome....
You'll say that you're sorry Or perhaps you'll seem free To be rid of this foolish girl Who ruins this eagarly
Sure you tried your best She can't say overwise But the stress was too much to take Too many falls to try to rise
Does it have to end the same way? Can't be there an end to this circle of pain Can't someone see the girl inside Who hides at the first sign of strain
She's so sorry She's the one who cries As the ou
Leave like this...Leave it like this..Leave like this...
Please quiet this confusion Don't leave this love behind Continue on this journey And keep the dream alive
A token of your love Now seems far too tight As I worry of our ending All through this sleepless night
You know me better then I thought you ever would So why leave this here Wondering what else could
This mean, besides The ending of my life All hope was extinguished By the stabbing of your knife
I'm left here with only The questions in my head Praying that you love me &
